Patrol 2, Day 5 & 6

The last 2 days.... I am having a hard time finding things to write different that we did in the last two days. Today I'm going to tell you about how I'm doing rather than the boat and the mission and the people here. It has been the biggest thing on my brain. My life up to this point. What am I doing? Is this what I want to be doing? What do I want now that I'm knocking on 30? Am I happy? I think I have been doing it for longer than the last 2 days but I feel I have come to a head point. I have been married for 4 and a half years now and together with my wife for next to 7 years. It really hasn't been bad. We have had a lot of stuff thrown at us, like her getting sick a month after my mom dies. Her job situation, as in losing it and all the drama involved there in. Moving, TWICE! Being in the military, and now on a boat, I mean the list goes on and on. I have been thinking about nothing more than my wife. It brings a chill to just talk about it even if it is just though type. Everything is going a lot better than I could have ever planned and it's mostly due to her. I love you hunny!