Getting Motiviated...again

I found a whole set of things to get myself motivated to workout and do all the things I need to do to really just keep MYSELF motivated. Really no one else is going to do it for me...so I have to do it myself. Nike though makes a whole fleet of things designed to keep track of progress and even monitor it while your exercising. Somehow they've even turned it into more of a game than working out. I know its stupid...But I'm not really good at any other sports and I'm not really in the best shape to start playing any, but working out and competing with other people I can do. They sell an attachment for the new iPod Nano that Amanda has, I think I'm going to pick one of those up first. Then I'm going to get a watch and heart rate sensor then who knows. I was looking into the Motoactiv but from the looks of things that may be going byebye. Now I know...I'm not really the hugest nike fan boy, for gods sake I keep adding a Y to the end of the word, but I'm really interested with what they are doing with Nikefuel and the whole Nike+ system. We'll see what happens...Updates to follow.

Diet?! What the heck does that mean?!

Weigh In time is coming soon. It's funny cause I'm not even worried about that. I'm just tired of feeling fat and seeing my self as it too. In reality cherubness has pushed me over the edge. I'm tired of feeling like this food baby in front of me. I'm tired of feeling ashamed. I'm tired of procrastinating the weight loss and dieting and all that stuff. So I'm mentally ready to lose the weight. Now comes the hard part. I don't wanna starve myself. I wanna eat good. I'm not a fricken gerbil or vegimonster. I like meat. It's delicious. I really have to cut back on portioning that means and in the first few weeks thats really difficult to do. So I start on my way now. I don't know what is going to happen but I hope good things. I'm ready. Ready to look good and feel good. I really am.